Walking Wounded

Friday, December 28, 2007

I just had to vent.

Guys I just had to vent.
I was too tired, angry over memory loss problems, and lonely for those who have passed on.
If I vent and grieve it does not mean I need a psyc.

Bob It just means I ran out of myself.
I have spent many a year with the support of a psychiatrist , meds and intervention. Not ashamed to go to one. I just needed to vent.
I needed to just let it out. I have been patient and thoughtful and forbearing and kind to a breaking point and I just hit that wall after a very frustrating day.

3 comments:

Bren said...

I knew what was happening with you and I am glad you are taking care to rest.
I had a hard time with your previous post, because I could see my daughter. When you wonder what it would have been like to have a parent who loved you unconditionally...let me tell you, my daughter has parents who love her unconditionally and she is so damaged she does not even know it. She feels the same as you wrote.It makes my heart ache to know that really all I have been able to do for her is to keep her physically alive and safe. No matter how much we love her, emotionally she does not feel it. Christmas was very difficult for her. I heard her heart when I read your words.

Denise said...

Sis, you vent anytime you need to, as much as you need to. I love you.

Bob said...

I agree with your loving sister.

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